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Thursday, October 16, 2008
today, the 16th of October.

The LOSER/LONER speaks:

Hey.
I'm not sure about what exactly to write. I mean, it's been ages since I've actually typed my feelings out or shared how I really felt with anyone, let alone my blog, which is suppose to be like my diary. It's just I have no idea what to say, so many sentences jump out at me trying to be
published on a website but it just can't...Can't be seen.
I'm feeling rather silly nowadays, like a silly teenager that can't control her emotions, or hides her emotions too much. I feel like I haven't gotten angry or annoyed in a while, and that's pretty dangerous well, because obviously, if I don't feel annoyed, and keep my emotions bottled up ... when it does come out..It'll be like a minor explosion.
I mean, what can I say about today, it's like I'm rushing from one class to another class just to feel like I belong somewhere. I don't know, I'm feeling somewhat nomadic nowadays, like there isn't really a place where I belong. I'm really tired, and I have no idea what to say or do. It's like, right now, I should be studying for a French test, but part of me feels like, why on earth should I study for my French test...It's not like I'll end up using the language once I return to Malaysia. I don't know what's bringing on the emoness. But I certainly want it to go away.
I think I'm falling for someone that isn't good for me..and will never end up liking me. It's just, I'm not sure if I'm liking his beauty or his personality. The scary and sad thing is, I really like his personality, it's just, he's happy and random. I need happy and random. Yes, I know, I say that about every guy, but I fell in love with a completely different guy before him. That guy, I know, would have just made me angry if I were to date him, but who says he'd ever date me anyway. So no chance there.
I feel very silly nowadays. I keep using that word, I know, but I just don't know, it's just so annoying. I've spent over a thousand ringgit five hundred this month, paying for everything. It's just, everything keeps adding up and it's just so much money. I really want to go to England in Febuary, but it costs 250 euros and I don't know if I should spend that much, I mean, I'd love to go, more than anything, but can my budget allow me to go to England. GOOOOD!
I'm feeling slightly annoyed with my host sister, it's like, today, I asked her what time she commences school tomorrow, and she went off into this whole bitch fit saying I ask that question every thursday night. Sorry la beb, it's just I have nothing else to say to you. That's how much I'm not connected to you. Lol. Why doesn't anyone here click with anyone? I haven't found anyone I really click with and it's so horrible. I talk to everyone, but no, no one seems to click with me.
Meant for me;
Oh btw, Bruna, from CLA, I so can't stand you. I wish you'd just shut up and get out of CLA you noisy annoying peice of shit. It's like, oh my god, you think you're all that, but you're not. I AM. God, you annoying attention seeker.
11:43 AM