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Life is an emo whore who shows her tantrum all the time.
Hello Malaysia. Today is a depressing day, I've been awake since 3am, and I'm so bloody tired.
I get home .... I get treated like shit by te people I live with. How nice, right ? I'm lost in a world of fools, unable to breathe. Anyhow, I had my chemistry and literature exam today, chemistry was a total bitch, but literature was good [i hope it was anyway]. Sayfol is such a stupid school, and i hate it, but whatever, i'll survive. One and half more years to go, right ? Me thinks, a lot of things are going to slowly change. Relationships, friendships and whateverships. Get ready for a whole load of hardships of tears and stress. I've got a headache and my head can't stop spinning. I came home today, to find the clothes on the clothing line haven't been picked up yet, toasters were out, when theres a fucking toaster shelf next to it. God...The people I live with. Soon enough, things will change, they say their old, but is it possible for them to act matured ? I'm always being lectured, on how I have to act more like my age, but how do you expect me to be something I'm not. I grew up this way, and there seems to be nothing to change it. I love how friendships are turning out now, but I have a sad feeling that some things might change with the friendships. It seems to perfect to be true. I know thats negative thinking but I can't help it. I'm so tempted to go back to the things I once did, and it scares me, how I scare myself. I'm a creation of an unknown species. I never wanted to fit in, I never settled myself to be only a person someone knows. I want everyone to know me, and it scares me that I might never see myself to be a famous photojournalist as how I see myself becoming. I want the people who I'm close with now to know that I'll always love them, no matter what I do. If I hurt them or not, I'm sorry. School... Graduation seemed so far away in Yr.6, then Yr.7, then Yr.8, then Yr.9...and now Yr.10.. I feel someone trapt behind my fears. I'm scared of live changing in anyway that I'm not use too. Its not my fault that I'm not used to such things. I can't believe I'm confessing my unatural innermost feelings into this blog. Which people, may or may not read.

Anyways, I have to go now
Kisses from me always =)

Hellooo Beautiful = D
God...Today I had my maths and english exam. Maths was a drag, but English was okay. Like omfg, Mays, I'm sooo sorry. Sayfol is so fucking evil. Ommft, by the way, I do have to say this... KL is OUR playground, not theirs. MURDER THEM ! =). I have to make it a point to write in this blog today, for Auleep. Apparently, he enjoys my life [Omfft, that sounded beyond wrong. Seriouslyy, I never thought this bunch of people that I have now would make me so incredibly happy that I wouldn't know how'd i breathe without them. Omg, its raining right now. And its scaring me, the thunderstorms....Its beyond frightening. Let me give you highlights of this week, on monday, friday seemed lightyears away. on tuesday, i gave studying a second thought. on wednesday, i DID NOT sit next to Nadzir and Auleep during physics [ your should be so fucking proud], i had the best history class ever. on thursday, japna and i couldn't stop talking for hourS. Yeahhh...on friday, i wrote a creative writing composition about divorce from a childs point of view. I think I'm going to flunk maths, but whatever. I'm so fucking tiredd right now. I started this blog on friday, and now its sunday...what the hell man ? Anyways...life is being a total whore right now. I'm sooo sick of the exams causing everyone to be so bloody uptight. I miss hanging out with the k.l bitches, i'm serious... I miss our corny shitty ways of doing what we do. I truly really really really miss talking to the italians...seriously, life seems so bloody boring without them. I have a proposition, lets all go out and get high. I'm talking absolute bullshit right now. I'm just really really really tired. I can't help it. Anyways... I go to go now, with love from julz.
KISSES !

Selina, my sister.
I can't bear the thought of not being in the same country as you, I can't believe your leaving. I think I'm really going to die without you. Life isn't going to be the same without you in Malaysia. I'm feeling soo lonely right now, I need mi hermana. My german hermana from 'the little village' who takes 'porn pictures' hahaha. I miss you so much Selina Blum =). My friend since April. I remember, when you were first leaving to Terengannau I was sooo sad. I wish I could see you now and hug you and talk to you, about stupid things, about serious things. I miss you so much soo soo sooo much, and to think that I might not be able to see you. Seliii , the breif history : selina and i met over afs. she came to my house on transit. the moment she came, we became such good friends. the next day we told everything to each other. And we couldn't stop talking. She stayed at my house for two weeks and we created an irreplaceable bond that nothing can top. I love Selina Blum to bits, now and forever.
i LOVE selina blum for the rest of my life now and forever
knuddel shmatzi. muchos besos. muito beijo. <3.