Hello, dearest Life,
I'm in a explicit state of boring-staringoutintonothingdom-euphoria.
Its been ages since I've last written here, so excuse me for my lack of vocabulary in all things, after all, what can you expect from a girl like me. Anyway, an update on my life you say, well, I'm in Year. 11 A now and I'm almost graduating. Totally shocking, isn't it? I mean, little-big-Julia almost growing up now. It almost brings tears to my eyes. Omfg! Emo, much? Looking back at my old blog posts, I mean, it just reminds me of how attention seeking I was, and I truly almost pity myself for it. I really really really miss acting like a child...I mean, life is getting all serious now, its like, the average topic for our conversations now days are like "which college are you going into?" and "what kind of course will you take?". I mean, its hard enough we're all letting each other go, but exams. God, exams.
I had my trials exams recently, correction, I'm having my trial exams right now. My last paper is on Monday and its Malay. So yes. I feel like its not okay for me to feel relaxed because if I fail, my parents would feel disappointed with me and my results.
And they'll just act psycho. God, I'm really scared now. I mean, I know I'm not like Clarissa or Auleep or Jack, but hey? I'm still slightly above average, I like to think so. So yes, about my life...
its driving me mad, but I have to, I have to grow up.
Julia Elyza