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The LOSER/LONER speaks:

It's been almost four weeks, and I know that I really have to update my blog. I'm just so uninspired, like, it's been forever since I've picked up a pen and wrote down how I felt. Like, I haven't even been able to write poetry.

The two weeks were rather dull, and I seriously don't have to much to write about it. I mean, I don't want to remember the times when I was frustrated and annoyed, and I could almost have killed myself over how annoyed I felt at that moment...I mean, I rather remember the great things about my stay, so for myself in the future, I'm definitely not going to mention them :)

The third week, oh my God, there's so much I can write about it. It was absolutely beautiful in every way. Like, at school, anyone who has read this blog remembers me fancying a guy...and like, he's been making me absolutely frustrated for the past two weeks, and like, this week, its finally registered in my mind that he and I are meant to be friends. Like I seriously think he and I can be best friends by the end of the stay, I mean, we just click. LOL! We like the same things, Damien Rice, Lord of the Rings, and well..photography&writing <3.

Okay, and I spoke to my classmates, in FRENCH. I truly do love some people like Marilene, Maxime the Goth, Betty the Ah-Lian, and Stan the red converse guy. They're normal, and they're the social rejects <3 JE T'AIME! I'm being serious and not sarcastic at this moment, so don't think I'm being horrible, because I'm not. Yes, we really get along well. Although, I do feel a tad bit like a sasquatch at times.

The third week: [the best week since i've been here]
Okay anyway, I spent the week talking to Francois and Raphael, and of course, hugging everyone. It was really nice to finally hug and not to kiss. Oh yes, I had what in my opinion, has to be the most different raya ever. Like seriously, I had phys.ed on that morning. How freakishly cool is that? I mean, it was frigging hilarious though, I should have been stuffing myself silly and yet there I was, running like mad. Ironic but cool =)

After that I had English, and I guess it was like every other English class. Lol, and then I went home, and chilled, then I had theatre practise <3. I really do love it, seriously. Hmm, after that, marked the best moment ever I had with my host family. Maman did the sweetest thing, she made a special meal with duck and potatoes. It was absolutely wonderful. Like I really felt at home, and after that, we ate gateau de chocolat <3. HOME!

After that on Thursday, and Friday, it just passed by really smoothly, I mean, I went swimming at the pool, and seriously, it was hilarious, because the French really don't care about nakedness no matter what size you are. How cool kan. Oh yes, totally random but I taught Antoine and Francois-Xavier how to do my ghetto handshake. =). Yo! After swimming, I had geography, and the geography absolutely loves me. I mean, who wouldn't. Haha, he speaks in English to me and he explains everything in English for me =)

Okay, so the weekend came. BEST TIME EVER. AFS CAMP <3.

AFS CAMP [4th - 5th October 2008]
I arrived there, and I randomly started hugging people. Okay, it was just introductions and after that we formed some random human chain where we had to get tangled and then untanggled again and again. It was fun, except for the fact that my pants kept falling down, and we got very intimate with some people ;). After that, I was with Pauline and Valein and we were talking about our very embarassing moments. Mine were completely gone. I had to explain something horrible in French ;)...but it was cool. Hmm...once we were done with that we had to go on some fromage quest.. I was in the group with Gabriela [Paraguay], Lucinda [United States], Switzerland, and Cem [Turkey]....It was fun =)

Lol, after, we were just chilling in the room and then we found out we had to do something for the talent show. I was in the group with Fillipo [Italy], Giulia [Italy], Gabriela, Nera [Croatia]..and we were singing "I'm yours". Sounded horrible with all our different accents, but I loved every second of it. <3

Hmm, apres nous mange le poisson avec riz. C'est moyen, et apres...nous mange ... guess quoi? LE FROMAGE. Mais, c'est pas bonne. Hmm... after that, we had a 'party' in our room. There wasn't any food or drinks, how pathetic. But it was cool, we spent the time talking about random stuff and taking photos.

Danielle, Melanie, Adrien, and I [avec Nera in le background], kept talking until about 3:30am... when Thomas the old old old co-geek [25yearsold] volunteer joined to talk about Battlestar Galactica =)...He and I received a rather large amount of insults from Adrien and Danielle, but we're cool. Also, while we were conversing, we found out that Guatemala is one of the coolest party countries ever.

The next day, we just talked and talked and talked some more.

I loved every second of that week...

...and to conclude the final moment, Clarissa called me and we spoke for an hour on the phone.

Je t'aime.

Julia

Special thanks to ;

Kelsey Rabindran.

hello love.
c'est vendredi aujourd'hui...et je tres fatiguee parce que je avais en classe pour le francais! eettt, tres difficil lah dei. Anyway, I'm missing home terribly and sometimes I'm just so very annoyed with everyone.

Like seriously, I could almost murder my younger host sister. That fucking fifteen year old with a brain of a three year old. Oh my God, yes yes, we know you cry already...Stop showing your damn temper, you're fifteen for God's sake.

Okay what to say.

Uh, this is the first blog in a really long time. Well, I've been in France for 21 days. It hasn't been completely easy, but hey you know, that's the life of an AFS student. Yeah, let me give you a short summary about each week.

First week ;

I arrived in France on the 22nd of August, the first person to arrive and I was so completely lost. Met the people from Hong Kong (who, btw, are totally stellar). After that, chilled wasted time and bla bla bla. Okay, met the people from Nouvelle Zealand...Some of them were really nice, and the others, well, lets not talk about them. Uhh, okay...Oh, found my Austrian B.F.F Irina Pober who is such a great friend that I don't know what I'd do without her now. On sunday, took the train to St. Brieuc, stopped at the wrong station...Lamballe. Was on the train with Cristina, Volx, and some random Asians. Met my family. They took me to a family fete, was totally horrible, it was just French french french, after lots and lots of English. I had a break down and sat down in the middle of the street. Okay now uhh, they took me to meet Papa's grandparents, where we were going to stay, Bonne Papa et Mamita. Really nice people. And I met my Uncle, Jerome, who is a bit of an alcoholic, but at least he's a happy one. Met Maile et Perine (cousins). And had break downs every day. Oh well, that's life. At the end of my stay, went to Grandmaman et Grandpapa's Anniversaire, met Valence, Natalie, and Florian Coville who are the most awesome cousins...Seriously. SAW FOUR HOT COUSINS. Louis, Alexis, Nikolas, and an unnamed one. Oh well


Second week :

Had a break down on my first day back in Versailles, it was just so horrible, being in a completely different country, and finally unpacking my stuff for the first time. It jsut really dawned on me that hey, I'm going to be here for one year. Was very horrile, but I survived. Okay, uhh, I started school. Which was even more horrible than expected. I had a break down on that day too. Spoke to absolutely NO ONE. Well, I did talk to Raphael, but he was just..on another level. And not a good level. Had Wednesday off. Was really lost on Thursday and Friday too. Oh, and on Saturday. Oh well. I've stopped crying around this time. Oh yes, I went to the Palace of Versailles..the garden anyway. OH MY GOD! So beautiful. Perfect spot to make out. =).

Third week :

This is where I am now and it's Friday evening. I had a very odd week. It passed by way too fast, and more than anything , I wish I could repeat that awesome Thursday ( 11th September 2008). The best Thursday in the word. Okay, umm, nothing especially interesting happened this week but yeah. I'm a little Asian stereotypical loner. STELLAR. But I'm getting better, and I love life, and I'm thankful I'm in France.

Special thanks to ;
Mummy & Daddy <3<3
Clarissa
Azhan (omg, BFF)
Nambee
Hanie
Maegan
Nadzir

Thank you all for being so supportive.

LOVE YOU.

2 days to France.
Aaah !